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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

["Update la! Update la!," said my friends.]

aih....back again...updating...been asked to update! hehehe...anyway...today was an okay day! OMG! I MISS TARA!!! SHE NOT IN SCHOOL! SO STRANGE NOT TO SEE HER! :P:P
Anyway....today...was a normal day....went for lessons...mr sheat said i had down syndrome...so did the whole class..hehehe...then went for choir practice...so cool! can sing@! WOOT! Jade is home!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY! SHE IS STILL THE SAME! missed her alot....now hopefully can go out and all! and erwin is probably back in kl now...heheh....WOOT! so happy! Jade and Erwin home! WHEE!!!
Moving on...watching parent trap now...hehe...havent seen it in so long. Lindsay Lohan was so small! now she is like...HOOTTTT!!! hehehe....anyway...tomorrow im goin to cheras! missing school! i dont want to but i do want to...so im confused now. ish! wooT! The song "Dream" by Gavin Degraw is damn nice! All of you....DOWNLOAD! hehehehe...now i feeel so boooreeedd!!
My dad bought a new printer!!! Scanner, printer and copier...cheap cheap 3 in 1. COOL!

Anyway...im so bored la. So im gonna go now. BYE!

--Shen--

Wrote At|10:52 PM|

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

[Lemah semangat...]

Have you ever felt very down some days when you start to think bout ur life...and sometimes....its just so....saddening? Well...today has been an odd day....i find myself feeling sad bout my life...i mean...come on...i'm one of the lowest in my class for my exams...thats one...two...im the target of insults...from my so called 'friends'. Sometimes i know they are jokin...but it is still annoying...it may be funny then...but now it doesn't seem to be anymore...but...if i get sad or upset at what they say...i get accused of being emotional...and sensitive...when sometimes...they behave exactly the same...and also...having the feeling of being left out...'friends' who don't tell u things anymore....when they'd rather talk to other people than to u....well i mean...ok..i can understand...maybe im not a good person to socialize with...too loud maybe? too annoying? too crazy? too moody? ohh well...but yea...i dont think i have much in common with many people...hehehe...but...what to do? The teachers despise me....Pn. Jamalia.....Mr. Sheat.....Mrs. Lee....Cik Zainab....most of them la...haih....well...its not very nice to wake up everyday knowing that people don't really like you and enjoy your company but they pretend that they do...don't get me wrong...im not saying this about everyone...its just how i feel....i know....some people who see this post are gonna say im so sensitive...or little bit only like that or so emo....or u know? well...forgive me for sharing too much personal info...today im in the low-spirited mood....<: (
Looking around...and you see all your friends...moving up....improving...getting on with their lives...so many people improving....in their exams...sports....prefectship...all those stuff la...and you look at me...im actually considered a loser if you look at it from a certain point of view...i know its my fault for all of this but...hehehe...well...i have nothing to say about my sports life....my exam results over the years arent that great either...i wasnt nominated for probation....which is ok i guess...the teachers don't like me...even worse...my friends...well...i HOPE they actually like me...JY thinks my life is so sad...chasing after one girl all the time...and not getting anywhere...im sure there are a few who agree with him...hahah...oh well...u all should just MYOB.
Anyway,
Conclusion: Shen Jin is a loser. =(

And i'm sure there are gonna be lotsa people agreeing with this conclusion..heheheh..oh well...life is like that...guess i have to get on with life eh? hahah...

Moving on....today was an OKAY day la....started off with maths...got called to stand up for talking...together with beatrice and mei yen....hahah...then found out i didnt do my homework...vivek, shafik, yu shen, jc, kah may, arizz. riza, and more la...all didnt do so we were chased out of the class to stand at the foyer and finish of our work..ehehe...that was quite and interesting start of the day. Then....we went on to bio class....learnt a new chapter...CELL DIVISION. Beatrice was so excited...and so was I...so many things to ask....but can only learn in form 5....so cik zakiah wouldn't tell us...hhhaaha...then went for break...makan twisties...so nice...drank two cans of coffee...hehehe...after break...CHEMISTRY!!! It was ok...Mr. Sheat is quite funny nowadays la...everyone thinks he has a thing for beatrice...hehe...his stories bout himself are quite interesting...hehehe....but anyway...went for lunch....sat down at a table with bea, annabelle, and yun-ni....hahaha...chatted with yun and all...talked bout silly things...then bell rang...and we went up for maths....again! =) I enjoy maths period...the class is one of the coldest...and we get to talk and discuss and all....maths is fun...wasn't very hyper during that time...caffiene ran out i think...so...was just doing my maths work...something i know is hard to believe....but i did...yu shen and vivek were being crazy and annoying...hahah....beatrice was scaring vivek...and then...the final bell rang. Time to balik....hehehe....well...i walked with Kah May and Tara(sombong=P) for awhile.... then they wandered off somewhere...so i went to the link bridge...put down bag la...all that stuff...then walked around...nothing to do..so i went up to Jayson, Ken, Kif, Kris and Irina....but Ken left...so sad...and kif left later too...so it was me kris jayson and irina....so we decided to go makan ice cream...YUM! heheh...after that balik rumah loh...hehehe....and took shower and now im here...tonight gonna have band practice...and tomorrow is the auditions...im scared not ready...sien sien! T_T
Anyway....im gonna go now...

God Bless,

--Kadoosh--

Wrote At|4:47 PM|

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Monday, June 20, 2005

[Purpose....]

Hi!! Time to blog again! Since now its monday...it has been one week since i last blogged i think...So!!! Today...wat did i do? quite a bit...went to church..interesting sermon...hahaha...then went to take my grandfather out...FATHER's DAY! My dad wanted to treat him to cakeS! WOot! My sis is in Redang...sigh...its been so quiet without her..heheh....after that anyway....had band practice...was quite god for a second practice eh? hehehe...did quite ok! Hope we can be ready by wednesday!!! WOOT! ah...after practice..went online for awhile...chatted to tara...i missed her so much! sigh...HUSH PUPPIES! WOOT! hehehe...i think ive been WOOT-ing too much...but its so catchy! wHEE! after that i went for dinner...ate Kajang Satay! Marvellous man...wow. When i got home...i went upstairs....sat down and played my electone...i havent touched that thing in ages...now have to use it cuz i need to figure out something for the song we're playing for commencements...so must figure out parts for jc...silly fella. Today his bday! Was so fun! I didnt get him a cake even though i was at secret recipe...hehee..so...i went home...found this little cupcake kinda shaped cookies...with chocolate on the top...they looked like little cakes..hehe...so i stuck a candle on top and left it there till all the band members were there...hehehe...it looked very weird...big candle and small cake...hehe...so..anyway...we took photos...and some gay ones....haha..forgot to sing the song..but he blew out the candle very GAY-ly...ahaha...also got a pic...then we were supposed to bash him up in my room but we got carried away by practice...so tomorrow he is gonna kena...so anyway...back to when i got home from dinner...hehehe...sorry....i went upstairs...chatted then played the bass guitar part for Mission Impossible and Peter Gunn...phew...marvellous man...so nice to play the bass for those songs...but damn tiring...my arms aching now! ah!!

*JUST IN* I found out JC shows his parents his nipples! Today...i took this vacuum thingy to use for wine bottles..hehehe...and i found out then when u put it on ur skin and pull it...itll leave a red mark...so we did it on JC's nipples...hehehe...BOTH! and he just said to me bout a few seconds ago online that he said luckily it wasnt red anymore if not his parents would be askin....so i guess he shows them his nipples...cool eh?

Anyway...i started playin World of Warcraft a few days ago...its quite cool...still gettin used to it..but kinda hard to level up cuz im not really allowed to use the com...haih.....so sien...

Anyway...so glad the probates and prefects are back! More ppl to talk to! WOOT! Anyway....i shall leave now...since there isn't much left to tell all of you. So...blog next time.

God bless,

--Kadoosh--

Wrote At|12:20 AM|

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

[Ma Chau Hai]

Aiseh.....sien la my life....haih....feel so left out nowadays...everyone going out without me....get to go out but i cannot go...then people don't tell me things anymore...like JC! haih...stupid fella.....and all la! Ken and Kif nvr told me they were together b4 i had to find out...nvm still first to know =P....and im supposed to be ken's friend for 530 years. Aih! Exams suck! I tell you....i lost out to so many people...i dunno what went wrong...im so gonna get grounded on friday. 3 D's at the moment man...im sure got more bad ones...wat to do...only BM & Moral left..of course bad la! I'm gonna get grounded...cant go out with erwin they all and jade they all...and cant go party...cant go dinners...aih....so sad. I hope my dad will still let me join the commencements....im gonna start trying to work for my semester 2 exam. aih! no discipline...sien! sien!

Anyway...sittin here...the time is now 1.12 am....im sleepy..but i wanna finish this bloggggg! hahaha....nemind la..chemistry classes are over for this week...so dont have to wake up and drink coffee....yesterday(tuesday) i drank white coffee in the morning...then two cans of nescafe during break just b4 chem. SO AWAKE MAN! JC is a damn betrayer man! bugger! hahahah.....aih...my form is almost influenced by shafik and adrian...all the "Gone la!", "That's it la!", "C'monla!", "Dammitla"! All that shyt la! hahah...but its so fun to say u cant stop! Panda is so stuck with it...he keeps saying it...every word...makes him seem demented! No offence! hahahah!!! Love u pandA! hahahaha!

SIEN! today i called kah ann poser so many times until she finally hit me! sigh. T_T LY cut her hair!!! She looks nicE! hahaha...she is so much friendlier now...i remember i used to be scared of her...but now we have something in common to do....MAKE FUN OF KAH ANN! hahaha...if vk finds out either he'll rub me....pinch me...or hurt me. :'(

In the Summertime by Thirsty Merc rox! hahahaha...cool song! rwin introduce! HE COMIN BACK!!! but i probably wont be able to go out....>.<....haaha...oh well...hopefully can!!! JADEY!!! I miss that silly girl! she is comin home!!! WHOOPPEEE!!! She's gonna kill me for not writing..but....i wanna keep things from her..dowan tell her wat happens so she can come here and find out! more interesting right?

Today....Mr Sheat has revealed more sadistic ways to kill people....mainly...WAI YEAP! his guinea pig!!! Well...i think he can write a book on Chemistry: Ways to Eliminate People. hahaha.....anyway...did so badly for my sciences! sucks! but sheat sheat is quite ok now..quite nice la..joke joke around...the coffee helped me out!

Maths is so fun...always fun...get to chit chat and all...make noise...haha...but stilll we do pay SOME attention...hehhe....bio ah...boring la...i htae tuesdays...all the dbl periods...only nice dbl period is maths...

Aih...tomolo got moral! and Im gonna faill and gonna die for my proj. I was supposed to do my first proj and 2nd..but havent done any! GoNnA DiE!! SIEN SIEN!

Anyway...damn sleepy now...talkin to GAYCEE!!! hahaha...only one online...so must talk to him loh...anyway..i shall stop blogging now....will probably blog in another week or so....nowadays i too lazy to blog. heheh...

Till next time,

--Kadoosh--

Wrote At|1:40 AM|

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Friday, June 10, 2005

[Wooot!]

Hi everyone...another boring day....aih....oh well...i cldn't sleep yesterday...i tried sleeping at like 2.40 and couldnt...kept on waking up....i got fed up so i got up and played computer...trying to sleepify myself..hahah...ended up goin to bed at 5.30. Sad! 7.30 my dad woke me up to go to gym...i told him i cldnt cuz i didnt get enuff sleep...i think he was mad at me...hahaha...cuz i didnt wanna go...aih....so then i slept until like 10. hahaha....then went for lunch...at "Anythin' la...." its a restaurant my dad's previous workers are running now....u should go check it out....i will put the address here k? Please go eat...very nice food but its non-Halal...only some foods can be eaten by Malays k? sorry! but go check it out!
The address is:

32, Jalan Tun Mohd Fuad 2, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, 60000 Kuala Lumpur.

Opposite of IBM you will see a Celcom building...just go to the road behind the Celcom building and walk all the way to the end until you see the restaurant....its also opposite Bangunan AHP.

Please check it out yea?

Anyway....back to my boring life...i'm trying to decide whether I should do my Sejarah homework...aih!!! So lazy!!! I just dont want to write! aih....i'm so gonna kena detention on monday.....aih....anyway....i miss tara...hahahaha....she is probly at ikano....I movie and all...i shldve joined...but u know me....LAZY! I think Naruto music is the best....they are all so nice...the rock songs are chun...and the sad or slow songs are really nice...haih....nice to put in my blog! Naruto all the way!!

Anyway....i shall leave you all for now....

Till next time,

--Kadoosh--

Wrote At|1:37 PM|

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

[Aih...4 more days of holiday left...=C]

Hello all....it's been awhile since i last posted....its been so boring this holidays...im so lazy to do anything....i finished the new star wars game....lazy to do homework...just finished editting my blog background agn...

I spent yesterday and today glueing the parquet floor...haih...so tiring and so annoying...but...wat to do...forced to do.

I wanna go out! Many movies i must watch! Madagascar, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, A lot like love and many more....sigh...kesian...i hope this friday can go out...so bored!!!!!

ANyway....today was supposed to have band practice...but some of my fellow bandmates couldn't make it...i hope we have enough time to get ready...

Aih..i have to leave you all now....will blog another time...

--Shen--

Wrote At|5:08 PM|

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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

[Voice of Love]

VOICE OF LOVE

'We can never do enough for someone we love'. There is always so much to be done. In no relationship can we ever say that we have done enough. If you love someone then you have to keep asking yourself all the time, 'What more can I do for them?' and 'What else can I do for them?'. Every relationship is always under construction.

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