Sigh...my eyes defy me. I can't seem to keep them open. Why am i struck by sleepiness so early in the night? Sigh....*yawn*
Streamyx is behaving rather odd today....slow...laggy....and annoying. I love my friends' blogs....they are all so nice and interesting...NickQ's is full of interesting things....Ken's full of love and strange but true stuff...Panda's has a great background and layout....and beautiful music. Where does that leave me? I can't write to save my life....well...Nick said that today...sigh...the sadness...what are friends for actually? Which of them are the true ones? Are they the ones who tell you almost every fault of yours....who comment and pick on everything you do? Could it be they just want to help improve the way you act or want to make life miserable for you? Or are they the ones who comfort you when you are down...or share your joy when you achieve something or take time to listen to you rant on about something? Those who shower you with praises? Do they truly mean it or just pretend to be nice? Sometimes we wonder who our true friends are.....but one would never really know what intentions lie in their hearts.
Have any of you ever felt jealous and upset that your partner or crush spends more time with your best friend than you? Sometimes you think your friends are interested in your special someone....but could it be they just want to be friendly? What if you have not much in common with that special someone but they have more in common with your friend? Oh well...one takes time to think of such trivial matters...forgive me.
Is it true that opposites attract? Do people with opposite interests and other things really connect with each other? Sometimes I wonder what the answers are to all these questions...
Anyway, I apologize for my incessant ranting. Tomorrow is games carnival. Tara will be there...she's taking part. I hope she'll have some time to take a walk with me or something. Spending time with her is so awesome. I miss her.
Maybe i'll meet some old friends tomorrow...repair friendships or make new ones. All I can say is that, like Ken said, a long road awaits and it seems like life is an endless journey...but all we can do is to live life to the fullest.
I'm not even sure if what i'm saying makes any sense or not. But, I'm just giving my thoughts.
I shall leave you all for now,
--Shen--
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|~Kenny~|
|~A-Quah~|
|~Win Win~|
|~Kah Ann~|
|~Panda~|
|~Jadey~|
|~Kiffy~|
|~Katie~|
|~JayCee~|
|~Lynn~|
|~Xin Xin~|
|~Alia~|
|~Ann~|
|~Aza~|
|~Azreen~|
|~Bee Bee~|
|~Cheryl~|
|~Farah Alia~|
|~Haziqah~|
|~Irina~|
|~Joyce~|
|~Kai Shen~|
|~Li Hong~|
|~Shi Ann~|
|~Shu Ling~|
|~Yun~|
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Food: Lotsa food
Drinks: Lotsa Drinks
Pastimes: Lazing Around
People: Tara Thean
What I Hate..._________
People: Um...people I hate =P
Things: Anything to do with work
Food: Vegetables
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