Feeling Good....

"Update la! Update la!," said my friends.

2005-06-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

aih....back again...updating...been asked to update! hehehe...anyway...today was an okay day! OMG! I MISS TARA!!! SHE NOT IN SCHOOL! SO STRANGE NOT TO SEE HER! :P:P
Anyway....today...was a normal day....went for lessons...mr sheat said i had down syndrome...so did the whole class..hehehe...then went for choir practice...so cool! can sing@! WOOT! Jade is home!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY! SHE IS STILL THE SAME! missed her alot....now hopefully can go out and all! and erwin is probably back in kl now...heheh....WOOT! so happy! Jade and Erwin home! WHEE!!!
Moving on...watching parent trap now...hehe...havent seen it in so long. Lindsay Lohan was so small! now she is like...HOOTTTT!!! hehehe....anyway...tomorrow im goin to cheras! missing school! i dont want to but i do want to...so im confused now. ish! wooT! The song "Dream" by Gavin Degraw is damn nice! All of you....DOWNLOAD! hehehehe...now i feeel so boooreeedd!!
My dad bought a new printer!!! Scanner, printer and copier...cheap cheap 3 in 1. COOL!

Anyway...im so bored la. So im gonna go now. BYE!

--Shen--

Lemah semangat...

2005-06-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt very down some days when you start to think bout ur life...and sometimes....its just so....saddening? Well...today has been an odd day....i find myself feeling sad bout my life...i mean...come on...i'm one of the lowest in my class for my exams...thats one...two...im the target of insults...from my so called 'friends'. Sometimes i know they are jokin...but it is still annoying...it may be funny then...but now it doesn't seem to be anymore...but...if i get sad or upset at what they say...i get accused of being emotional...and sensitive...when sometimes...they behave exactly the same...and also...having the feeling of being left out...'friends' who don't tell u things anymore....when they'd rather talk to other people than to u....well i mean...ok..i can understand...maybe im not a good person to socialize with...too loud maybe? too annoying? too crazy? too moody? ohh well...but yea...i dont think i have much in common with many people...hehehe...but...what to do? The teachers despise me....Pn. Jamalia.....Mr. Sheat.....Mrs. Lee....Cik Zainab....most of them la...haih....well...its not very nice to wake up everyday knowing that people don't really like you and enjoy your company but they pretend that they do...don't get me wrong...im not saying this about everyone...its just how i feel....i know....some people who see this post are gonna say im so sensitive...or little bit only like that or so emo....or u know? well...forgive me for sharing too much personal info...today im in the low-spirited mood....<: (
Looking around...and you see all your friends...moving up....improving...getting on with their lives...so many people improving....in their exams...sports....prefectship...all those stuff la...and you look at me...im actually considered a loser if you look at it from a certain point of view...i know its my fault for all of this but...hehehe...well...i have nothing to say about my sports life....my exam results over the years arent that great either...i wasnt nominated for probation....which is ok i guess...the teachers don't like me...even worse...my friends...well...i HOPE they actually like me...JY thinks my life is so sad...chasing after one girl all the time...and not getting anywhere...im sure there are a few who agree with him...hahah...oh well...u all should just MYOB.
Anyway,
Conclusion: Shen Jin is a loser. =(

And i'm sure there are gonna be lotsa people agreeing with this conclusion..heheheh..oh well...life is like that...guess i have to get on with life eh? hahah...

Moving on....today was an OKAY day la....started off with maths...got called to stand up for talking...together with beatrice and mei yen....hahah...then found out i didnt do my homework...vivek, shafik, yu shen, jc, kah may, arizz. riza, and more la...all didnt do so we were chased out of the class to stand at the foyer and finish of our work..ehehe...that was quite and interesting start of the day. Then....we went on to bio class....learnt a new chapter...CELL DIVISION. Beatrice was so excited...and so was I...so many things to ask....but can only learn in form 5....so cik zakiah wouldn't tell us...hhhaaha...then went for break...makan twisties...so nice...drank two cans of coffee...hehehe...after break...CHEMISTRY!!! It was ok...Mr. Sheat is quite funny nowadays la...everyone thinks he has a thing for beatrice...hehe...his stories bout himself are quite interesting...hehehe....but anyway...went for lunch....sat down at a table with bea, annabelle, and yun-ni....hahaha...chatted with yun and all...talked bout silly things...then bell rang...and we went up for maths....again! =) I enjoy maths period...the class is one of the coldest...and we get to talk and discuss and all....maths is fun...wasn't very hyper during that time...caffiene ran out i think...so...was just doing my maths work...something i know is hard to believe....but i did...yu shen and vivek were being crazy and annoying...hahah....beatrice was scaring vivek...and then...the final bell rang. Time to balik....hehehe....well...i walked with Kah May and Tara(sombong=P) for awhile.... then they wandered off somewhere...so i went to the link bridge...put down bag la...all that stuff...then walked around...nothing to do..so i went up to Jayson, Ken, Kif, Kris and Irina....but Ken left...so sad...and kif left later too...so it was me kris jayson and irina....so we decided to go makan ice cream...YUM! heheh...after that balik rumah loh...hehehe....and took shower and now im here...tonight gonna have band practice...and tomorrow is the auditions...im scared not ready...sien sien! T_T
Anyway....im gonna go now...

God Bless,

--Kadoosh--

Purpose....

2005-06-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hi!! Time to blog again! Since now its monday...it has been one week since i last blogged i think...So!!! Today...wat did i do? quite a bit...went to church..interesting sermon...hahaha...then went to take my grandfather out...FATHER's DAY! My dad wanted to treat him to cakeS! WOot! My sis is in Redang...sigh...its been so quiet without her..heheh....after that anyway....had band practice...was quite god for a second practice eh? hehehe...did quite ok! Hope we can be ready by wednesday!!! WOOT! ah...after practice..went online for awhile...chatted to tara...i missed her so much! sigh...HUSH PUPPIES! WOOT! hehehe...i think ive been WOOT-ing too much...but its so catchy! wHEE! after that i went for dinner...ate Kajang Satay! Marvellous man...wow. When i got home...i went upstairs....sat down and played my electone...i havent touched that thing in ages...now have to use it cuz i need to figure out something for the song we're playing for commencements...so must figure out parts for jc...silly fella. Today his bday! Was so fun! I didnt get him a cake even though i was at secret recipe...hehee..so...i went home...found this little cupcake kinda shaped cookies...with chocolate on the top...they looked like little cakes..hehe...so i stuck a candle on top and left it there till all the band members were there...hehehe...it looked very weird...big candle and small cake...hehe...so..anyway...we took photos...and some gay ones....haha..forgot to sing the song..but he blew out the candle very GAY-ly...ahaha...also got a pic...then we were supposed to bash him up in my room but we got carried away by practice...so tomorrow he is gonna kena...so anyway...back to when i got home from dinner...hehehe...sorry....i went upstairs...chatted then played the bass guitar part for Mission Impossible and Peter Gunn...phew...marvellous man...so nice to play the bass for those songs...but damn tiring...my arms aching now! ah!!

*JUST IN* I found out JC shows his parents his nipples! Today...i took this vacuum thingy to use for wine bottles..hehehe...and i found out then when u put it on ur skin and pull it...itll leave a red mark...so we did it on JC's nipples...hehehe...BOTH! and he just said to me bout a few seconds ago online that he said luckily it wasnt red anymore if not his parents would be askin....so i guess he shows them his nipples...cool eh?

Anyway...i started playin World of Warcraft a few days ago...its quite cool...still gettin used to it..but kinda hard to level up cuz im not really allowed to use the com...haih.....so sien...

Anyway...so glad the probates and prefects are back! More ppl to talk to! WOOT! Anyway....i shall leave now...since there isn't much left to tell all of you. So...blog next time.

God bless,

--Kadoosh--

Ma Chau Hai

2005-06-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

Aiseh.....sien la my life....haih....feel so left out nowadays...everyone going out without me....get to go out but i cannot go...then people don't tell me things anymore...like JC! haih...stupid fella.....and all la! Ken and Kif nvr told me they were together b4 i had to find out...nvm still first to know =P....and im supposed to be ken's friend for 530 years. Aih! Exams suck! I tell you....i lost out to so many people...i dunno what went wrong...im so gonna get grounded on friday. 3 D's at the moment man...im sure got more bad ones...wat to do...only BM & Moral left..of course bad la! I'm gonna get grounded...cant go out with erwin they all and jade they all...and cant go party...cant go dinners...aih....so sad. I hope my dad will still let me join the commencements....im gonna start trying to work for my semester 2 exam. aih! no discipline...sien! sien!

Anyway...sittin here...the time is now 1.12 am....im sleepy..but i wanna finish this bloggggg! hahaha....nemind la..chemistry classes are over for this week...so dont have to wake up and drink coffee....yesterday(tuesday) i drank white coffee in the morning...then two cans of nescafe during break just b4 chem. SO AWAKE MAN! JC is a damn betrayer man! bugger! hahahah.....aih...my form is almost influenced by shafik and adrian...all the "Gone la!", "That's it la!", "C'monla!", "Dammitla"! All that shyt la! hahah...but its so fun to say u cant stop! Panda is so stuck with it...he keeps saying it...every word...makes him seem demented! No offence! hahahah!!! Love u pandA! hahahaha!

SIEN! today i called kah ann poser so many times until she finally hit me! sigh. T_T LY cut her hair!!! She looks nicE! hahaha...she is so much friendlier now...i remember i used to be scared of her...but now we have something in common to do....MAKE FUN OF KAH ANN! hahaha...if vk finds out either he'll rub me....pinch me...or hurt me. :'(

In the Summertime by Thirsty Merc rox! hahahaha...cool song! rwin introduce! HE COMIN BACK!!! but i probably wont be able to go out....>.<....haaha...oh well...hopefully can!!! JADEY!!! I miss that silly girl! she is comin home!!! WHOOPPEEE!!! She's gonna kill me for not writing..but....i wanna keep things from her..dowan tell her wat happens so she can come here and find out! more interesting right?

Today....Mr Sheat has revealed more sadistic ways to kill people....mainly...WAI YEAP! his guinea pig!!! Well...i think he can write a book on Chemistry: Ways to Eliminate People. hahaha.....anyway...did so badly for my sciences! sucks! but sheat sheat is quite ok now..quite nice la..joke joke around...the coffee helped me out!

Maths is so fun...always fun...get to chit chat and all...make noise...haha...but stilll we do pay SOME attention...hehhe....bio ah...boring la...i htae tuesdays...all the dbl periods...only nice dbl period is maths...

Aih...tomolo got moral! and Im gonna faill and gonna die for my proj. I was supposed to do my first proj and 2nd..but havent done any! GoNnA DiE!! SIEN SIEN!

Anyway...damn sleepy now...talkin to GAYCEE!!! hahaha...only one online...so must talk to him loh...anyway..i shall stop blogging now....will probably blog in another week or so....nowadays i too lazy to blog. heheh...

Till next time,

--Kadoosh--

Wooot!

2005-06-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone...another boring day....aih....oh well...i cldn't sleep yesterday...i tried sleeping at like 2.40 and couldnt...kept on waking up....i got fed up so i got up and played computer...trying to sleepify myself..hahah...ended up goin to bed at 5.30. Sad! 7.30 my dad woke me up to go to gym...i told him i cldnt cuz i didnt get enuff sleep...i think he was mad at me...hahaha...cuz i didnt wanna go...aih....so then i slept until like 10. hahaha....then went for lunch...at "Anythin' la...." its a restaurant my dad's previous workers are running now....u should go check it out....i will put the address here k? Please go eat...very nice food but its non-Halal...only some foods can be eaten by Malays k? sorry! but go check it out!
The address is:

32, Jalan Tun Mohd Fuad 2, Taman Tun Dr Ismail, 60000 Kuala Lumpur.

Opposite of IBM you will see a Celcom building...just go to the road behind the Celcom building and walk all the way to the end until you see the restaurant....its also opposite Bangunan AHP.

Please check it out yea?

Anyway....back to my boring life...i'm trying to decide whether I should do my Sejarah homework...aih!!! So lazy!!! I just dont want to write! aih....i'm so gonna kena detention on monday.....aih....anyway....i miss tara...hahahaha....she is probly at ikano....I movie and all...i shldve joined...but u know me....LAZY! I think Naruto music is the best....they are all so nice...the rock songs are chun...and the sad or slow songs are really nice...haih....nice to put in my blog! Naruto all the way!!

Anyway....i shall leave you all for now....

Till next time,

--Kadoosh--

Aih...4 more days of holiday left...=C

2005-06-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hello all....it's been awhile since i last posted....its been so boring this holidays...im so lazy to do anything....i finished the new star wars game....lazy to do homework...just finished editting my blog background agn...

I spent yesterday and today glueing the parquet floor...haih...so tiring and so annoying...but...wat to do...forced to do.

I wanna go out! Many movies i must watch! Madagascar, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, A lot like love and many more....sigh...kesian...i hope this friday can go out...so bored!!!!!

ANyway....today was supposed to have band practice...but some of my fellow bandmates couldn't make it...i hope we have enough time to get ready...

Aih..i have to leave you all now....will blog another time...

--Shen--

Voice of Love

2005-06-01T15:24:00.000+08:00

VOICE OF LOVE

'We can never do enough for someone we love'. There is always so much to be done. In no relationship can we ever say that we have done enough. If you love someone then you have to keep asking yourself all the time, 'What more can I do for them?' and 'What else can I do for them?'. Every relationship is always under construction.

Hello all...

2005-05-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

Sigh...hi people....i regret not going to the cow and sheep farm. It is so boring here at home...sigh...no social activity...haih...

Lets see...this morning...woke up at 10....went for lunch at La Manilla....then i came home..and have been editing my blog and photos for the past few hours....i finished watching the Return of the Jedi....the ending in the dvd has been changed...at the end when Luke sees Yoda, Obi-Wan and his Father...its no more the old man Anakin...but they editted it and put Hayden Christensen there...haih...so weird...hahahah...oh well...

Today...im very worried and very troubled...somethings been bothering me...that i cant say...but i have a feeling i have to discuss the issue with a certain someone...sigh...hopefully i will...anyway....right now...im listening to music...and bein bored as hell...haih....>.<>

Anyway...I have to go now...so...hope to blog again. Bye.

--Shen--

WOOT! WOOT! Exams are OVER!

2005-05-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hello all...i'm so happy that exams are now over...and im free!!! Can watch tv and movies and play com! WHEE!! I missed my com so much....but now i miss my laptop! Apparently all the data have to wipe....hopefully can still save! MUST PRAY! Oh well....today was ok...went to school...did bm..it was quite ok i guess....then the whole day study moral...but nothing much went in....then sat for the moral exam....and then now....FREE!!! Ah...but somehow...don't feel much difference. Hahaha....oh well...naruto music rox! And renee olstead rox! Good voice.

Anyway....now I can try to get myself to start blogging again...gotta wait till tomorrow beforce can download naruto ep. 136....so i shall spend my time blogging...or else...i will play DOTA agn...and get killed many many times....

Right now...i piled a few songs together and put it in my blog...coooooool! Tonight i'll be goin to Modesto's! YAY! Havent been able to gout in awhile....today ah...hopefully can stay up to watch the match!!! Liverpool vs AC Milan I also don't know who to support...haih!

Anyway.....i have nothing to do now...so bored....lazy to blog anymore...so i will see you again....till next time...

--Shen--

Oh the coolness and the sadness...

2005-05-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh...i love my new background!! So cool....although...got some problems with the pictures so cannot put...haih....anyway...its cool! And i can host my music on my own now! WHEE!!

Anyway....so sad la...my laptop gave up on me...some hard disc problem....my desktop only can use late late at night when everyone is asleep....some more stay up late...hahaha...and got exam the next day....but i don't care...sure fail for exam wan!

hahaha...apparently Miss Tok read my blog...so....if u see this miss tok....HI!!!!

I watched Star Wars on Saturday....so saddening...but cooler! I'm impatiently waiting for Naruto episode 136....

If u ppl have the time....go download the song A Love That Will Last by Renee Olstead. She rox! so cool!

I cant wait to watch Sin City and Fantastic Four...and many other new movies coming out....WHEE!!

Anyway...I will leave you all for now...till next time....CIAO!

--Shen--

Aku Menjadi Lebih Berani....

2005-05-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

Kali ini
kau berbaju biru
dan bajuku ungu.
Sayang, hanya aku tahu
hatimu
tidak setulus hatiku
yang berbaju ungu.

Bila begini
sebilah pisaumu aku tidak gentar
sepatah kata
bisa,
aku merasa.

Hati dan rasaku mengajarku
aku menjadi lebih berani.

*hehehe...jc did this for lisan and got quadraple sevens. So unfair. Anyway..its a cool inspirational sajak.*

Ciao,

--Shen--

Hello all! I'm back for awhile!!

2005-05-03T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hey people...its been a long time since I posted! hahaha...oh well..probably due to the fact that im kinda grounded due to reasons im not about to mention due to my laziness. But my mum lets me go online sometimes...so now im gonna post one blog. Hahaha!

Anyway, exams are coming...and ive just only started studying. Hahaha....im kinda scared...but im so lazy. Anyway...yesterday I went for futsal. So fun! JC was bein pissy and all cause he didnt score enough goals...that blardy girl ah! hahaha...

School....school has been okay i guess...i wish it were the holidays again. Such wonderful times. Right now...I miss tara....silly girl! hahaha..

Today Nut shared his idea on a story where he merges Star Wars and LOTR and made his own cool story. It started out simple but then NickQ, Panda, Ck & I gathered together with him and sarted to talk about makin it into a movie....I-Movie style. Quite cool. Probably gonna try it out the coming holidays. Hehehe....

Naruto! Stil watching sometimes...downloading the episodes now. Haih. I miss dota-ing and cs-ing and going cybercafe. Must wait for holiday then only can go out. Sigh...WEEWANGWANGWEEWANGWANG!!!

I've been goin for the Lion King Chorus Practices. Quite fun...although i only went for my second practice last Saturday. Quite fun singing the song. African words and all. ahahahah....anyway...there is this Standard 5 girl called Veronica...she has a marvellous voice...i tell u...so nice. Damn good. I see a bright future for that girl.

Anyway....i have to go for dinner now...and my sister is bugging me....after dinner there will be more studying...so sad! So....

Till next time,

--Shen--

my new blog song damn nice....

2005-04-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

whoooo!!! My new blog song is so nice! WHEE!!! Anyway!!!how have all of you been?

Today was a funny day. Morning i went to school for sports practice. Played guitar and all. Then Tara finished theatre practice so i teman-ed her and chii fen to the mamak store. Hahahah! After that we went back to school and practised. It was fun. Brought back memories from last year.

Then I went with my family to see some guitar in Sri Hartamas. Wasn't that great....after that, I went home to get ready cause I was gonna go out to bsc and all. Supposed to watch this show called "Alone it stands" but apparently the planner...cheryl....was not coming. And the tickets for 3.00 were not valid because the show was at 12. Sigh...so...Bee Bee, Kim, Ken & I went wandering around bsc! We ate McD. Then kimmie met up with her bouyfriend there and bee bee went off to run some errands. So I spent the time explaining Naruto to ken. Then we met up with bee then hung around playing with some bouncy ball. No life! >.<

Then I went to Ken's house and listened to Naruto music and watched Naruto. So NICE!!! After that I went to Bangsar with my family to eat dinner at Madam Kwan's. Then my sis went to buy some contact lens and all then we left. I came home...went to watch one episode of Naruto then went downstairs to watch tv. Then i had to call people to find transport for sports day tomorrow. Sigh.

I am goin to finish this day by watching more Naruto. Anyways....seeya!

Till next time,

--Shen--

Bored....

2005-04-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hello all! It's been awhile. Nowadays i've gotten so lazy to blog. Oh well...lets see...what happened today? I went to school with my guitar, tie and blazer. I left school early yesterday so I didn't know that the photo session was canceled. Oh well..hopefully Helang doesn't lose points.

So, Tara and I went to practice the songs for marching while watching the little gymnasts do their little performance. We managed to get the songs done. But tomorrow have to go to school again! T_T

Sigh...anyway...after that i left early again and went for lunch. WHOO!! When I got home, I rushed for the computer and put on Naruto! Man, that show rocks la. I am now....officially addicted to Naruto. Anyway...i managed to reach episode 88.

Anyway...still bored and nowhere to go. Tomorrow got sports practice. Then Cheryl invited me to watch this cool play. WHEE!! Get to go out! Anyway....I shall soon continue watching NARUTO!

Till next time,

--Shen--

It's been a long break....

2005-04-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I apologize for not blogging these few days. Anyway...it has been a rather long break from school. Games Carnival. Hehehe...well...it was fun...although Helang did badly. I went out during this break. Mostly to 1 utama. I watched Samara. Spent time with Jade.

Yesterday, I went to Cheras in the morning...spent some time there then left. Jade followed me there. After that, I went home and watched Naruto. Love it. hahah...then at night I went to Souled Out with my cousin. I saw a rather familiar face there...Azreen. It had been awhile since the last time I saw her.

Today...well...today...I woke up late. Went for lunch then went to see some guitars. After that, I went home and continued my Naruto episodes. That is why I havent been blogging in awhile. Well...tomorrow is cheerleading and then sports rehearsal. I'm hoping to be able to go out with the whole gang and have dinner. Jade's home...so we have to do it again.

Missing Tara right now..she didn't pick up the phone. Anyway....I do not feel like blogging now...so I shall leave you all for now.

Till next time,

--Shen--

Jade's back!!

2005-04-09T15:48:00.000+08:00

Jade is home!!! WHEE!!! I thought she was coming back on Sunday!!! So happen today I didnt go for games carnival. Aww....=(

Well...I didn't wanna go games carnival today cause i thought tara wasnt goin. Turns out she did go. But it was too late for me to get a ride. And I had stuff to do with my cousins and all. Then I went for mandarin. This jadey girl didn't tell me she was coming home early. Silly girl! Missed her!!

I can't wait to see her. She has developed a slight australian accent. Sounds so strange. Heehee! Oh well...all I did today was watch Naruto. Its so cool! I wanna watch somemore!!! Actually...Jade said she wants to go out with Tara later..I wanna join them but i'm afraid I won't have time cause I gotta attend a wedding dinner tonight. Sigh...

Naruto rox!!! Kakashi is the best man. And Uchiha Sasuke is damn cool. Sigh...ok..only Naruto fans will know them! Heehee....

I shall leave you all for now,

--Shen--

2005-04-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

Haih....today seemed like such a long day. Went for games carnival in the morning. Took forever to end. Started off with netball. Helang lost to Beruang...damn sad. Well...beruang was full of the school team players. Handicap! Then I went to watch five-a-side. We beat harimau....but I think Helang won't make it this year. Oh well. Nevermind! GO HELANG!

It was quite fun...tara was bein cheeky and silly. She and Kah May kept throwing dirt at each other. As I was going to pick up a football, the drain covers gave way and I fell in. Ow...>.< It hurt alot. Bruised my knees and shin. Sigh....but kicked the football around for awhile. Then went to watch people play.

The heat was almost unbearable. My face has gotten darker and my arms too. So tired. Even though I didnt do anything =P Fell down quite a few times. OWIE!

My cousin and his friend are here in Malaysia. Cheryl was so into my cousin when she saw him. Cheryl...you know which cousin. Heehee....

Sigh...I wanna buy Naruto DVD!!!

Anyway, I shall go for now...but i will be back with a new post.

Till next time,

--Shen--

{Listening to Naruto music}

Yawn...an endless journey...

2005-04-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Sigh...my eyes defy me. I can't seem to keep them open. Why am i struck by sleepiness so early in the night? Sigh....*yawn*

Streamyx is behaving rather odd today....slow...laggy....and annoying. I love my friends' blogs....they are all so nice and interesting...NickQ's is full of interesting things....Ken's full of love and strange but true stuff...Panda's has a great background and layout....and beautiful music. Where does that leave me? I can't write to save my life....well...Nick said that today...sigh...the sadness...what are friends for actually? Which of them are the true ones? Are they the ones who tell you almost every fault of yours....who comment and pick on everything you do? Could it be they just want to help improve the way you act or want to make life miserable for you? Or are they the ones who comfort you when you are down...or share your joy when you achieve something or take time to listen to you rant on about something? Those who shower you with praises? Do they truly mean it or just pretend to be nice? Sometimes we wonder who our true friends are.....but one would never really know what intentions lie in their hearts.

Have any of you ever felt jealous and upset that your partner or crush spends more time with your best friend than you? Sometimes you think your friends are interested in your special someone....but could it be they just want to be friendly? What if you have not much in common with that special someone but they have more in common with your friend? Oh well...one takes time to think of such trivial matters...forgive me.

Is it true that opposites attract? Do people with opposite interests and other things really connect with each other? Sometimes I wonder what the answers are to all these questions...

Anyway, I apologize for my incessant ranting. Tomorrow is games carnival. Tara will be there...she's taking part. I hope she'll have some time to take a walk with me or something. Spending time with her is so awesome. I miss her.

Maybe i'll meet some old friends tomorrow...repair friendships or make new ones. All I can say is that, like Ken said, a long road awaits and it seems like life is an endless journey...but all we can do is to live life to the fullest.

I'm not even sure if what i'm saying makes any sense or not. But, I'm just giving my thoughts.

I shall leave you all for now,

--Shen--

Maia-hii! Maia-huu!!!

2005-04-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

Ah....I just ate a nice turkey ham sandwich. Yummy! Hello people....I'm in such a cheery mood today! WHEE!! Today was just like any other day. Sports practice and so on....but today..I got to spend time with Tara...in the hall! We were um...practicing um...thriller! =D WHEE!! So nice. She is so cheeky and silly sometimes and if you look closely, you'll see that she doesn't have hair on her arms and legs. Completely BOTAK! And smooth! hahaha...um...um..ahem! ^.^

Anyway...after sports practice I had a bio test! So fun...drawing diagrams...but I forgot some! =P
After that we had bm and Pn.Siti was like upset because we never do our synopsis for "Peminangan Puteri Gunung Ledang"!!! Asmara daieeee!!! WHEE!!!

After that went for computer then bm again then english and then went for lunch!!! I had a nice vanilla trophy ice-cream. I must say, trophy is the best ice cream!!

Finally, physics! Got my results back...not so good...but it was 68%. Hehehehe...I didn't study so sue me!

Chin Keong is damn funny. He does all these weird fighting moves. Then I just hit him in the chest and he flies back. Hahahahah!!!

I bullied kah ann today. Messed up her hair. She is so vain..always wanna look good for her darling Vincent!! hahaha.....but she is so funny. Kate kept poking me today. haha..

On the way back from lunch...Chii Fen's friend poked her in the stomach and she jumped and screamed and almost tripped over a bag. Luckily i caught her in time if not she'd be on the ground. HAHAH!! Now i know where she is ticklish at. *Evil Grin*

This morning JY was so mean...he kept repeating what I said bout Tara in the previous posts....I tell you...that boy is soooo gonna kena!

I'm so glad there is no school tomorrow. Don't have to do homework! Can rest! Tomorrow Tara is playing....so gotta go support!! WHOO!!!

EEE...later got mandarin class...so sad....if not i could have gone to tara's house cause she and Evana are gonna do the Helang house banner...soooo saddd.... =(

My apologies for the late publishing of episode 3 of The Adventures of GoGoShenny and His Magical Wonderpuffs. Slight delay from Ken. Mystery girl still not identified. Stay tune! =D

Till next time,

--Shen--

{Listening to Numa Numa Iei - Ozone}

Lacking attention....>.<

2005-04-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

Oh well...today was fun...hahaha....after sports practice, we had maths. Vivek was suffering from an attack from his own eye lashes. We spent like the whole maths period and half of bm to get it out but it still didn't come out! Finally, after class...JC got it out. hahaha...

Anyway...had a physics test today...didn't study so couldn't do it! hahaha....tara is gonna scold me...=P

Aih...the darling girl has been so busy these days...bein a probate....running around...doin homework...she's been so busy...i miss her!

Anyway....she is so cute everyday...and she ate so much after school. And had her favourite jelly ice-cream. Sigh! I miss her!

Anyway...later got Bm tuition. I DON'T WANNA GO!!! T_T

Signing off for now,

--Shen--

Squashed bug....>.<

2005-04-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today I shall protest against the killing of little bugs. Even though I dislike those foul little creatures....it is not right to squash them. Worse...to step on them.

Today Tara stepped on a bug. And was freaking out at the disgusting-ness. hahaha...such cuteness...

Anyway...back to the protest! DON'T KILL BUGS! They may have families! What would mama bug say? What would Papa bug say? What would Granpa and Grandma bug say? Please be sympathetic.

Tara Thean! DO NOT STEP ON BUGS! Thank you.

Signing off for now,

--Shen--

Argh! The pain!!!

2005-04-05T17:26:00.000+08:00

sigh....right now my head hurts. Worst headache I've had in months....don't know where in the world it came from. Sigh. Anyway...today was an okay day i guess....sports practice...then lessons. Maths test was fun! I hope i can score. BAH! Only a monthly test! sigh.... >.<

I find myself drowning myself in slow, romantic music....so soothing and calming. Reminds me of how much I love her. Sigh...she is so adorable. The way she laughs...the way she talks....her cheeky-ness...when she does crazy things....her endless desire to eat...sigh....all these things about her....are so cute and adorable.

I'm sorry...im sorry!! I got carried away! Anyway...this song is so nice! TARA! This is for you!!!!

Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you".
Birds singing in the sycamore tree, "Dream a little dream of me".
Say "nighty-night" and kiss me. Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

~Dream A Little Dream~

Stepping off for now,

-- Shen --

Hey ppl!! Check out this song. It's really nice!

2005-04-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

You give your hand to me
Then you say hello
I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No, you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I'm just a friend
That's all I've ever been
'Cause you don't know me

I never knew
The art of making love
Though my heart aches
With love for you
Afraid and shy
I've let my chance to go by
The chance that you might
Love me, too

You give your hand to me
And then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
You'll never never know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

You give your hand to me, baby
Then you say good-bye
I watch you walk away
Beside the lucky guy
No, no, you'll never ever know
The one who loves you so
Well, you don't know me

*Wonderful Song*

-- Shen --

1 Peter 3:3-4

2005-04-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is great worth in God's sight."

1 Peter 3:3-4

Episode 2:Just a hunch....

2005-04-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

Previously on The Adventures of GoGoShenny & His Magical Wonderpuffs.....

As you all know...GoGoShenny is on his quest to identify Ken's mystery lass....
There is some progress. He has narrowed it down to 2 suspects. But still no word from Ken. Apparently, he told others her identity instead of his friend, Shen Jin, whom he knew for over 30 years. But that is just a rumour.

Anyway....back to the episode!! GoGoShenny continues his daily flights over Malaysia, keeping watch over the fellow citizens of this good country.

"GaG*! Cough!! Bluegh!" The foul air caused by pollution has attacked GoGoShenny! But never fear, he pulls out the one gadget to prevent this. Doctor's mask!

GoGoShenny & His Magical Wonderpuffs

And so, GoGoShenny carries on his duty to protect and serve the good people of this world. Or not?

****All You Can Eat Buffet****

The End.

Tune in next time for the next episode of "The Adventures of GoGoShenny & His Magical Wonderpuffs"!

Episode 3:Mystery Girl Revealed (hopefully)

-- Shen --

Just another day......

2005-04-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people....Shen here. Posting again. Sigh....school was....ohhh-kay...started off with morning assembly and talks bout games carnival. Then we all went for sports practice. Seeing that there was nothing to do, Allynna, Rajiv and I wandered of to the harimau's to see Ken. Everyone is still on the case of the mystery girl. Anyway....I wanna quit Helang marching. It is so f-ed up! sigh....

Well...after 2 hours...we all went back for classes. Add maths test was so damn hard. hahaha...i didnt study at all so i practically scrapped it. hahahah....after that was sejarah....boring. Chin Keong got scolded for messing around with Ben. hahahahaha!! After that we had bio. Then chem test. It was okla.

Before break i gave tara a nice present! I hope she likes it.....but after school she was eating ice cream. TWO HIP-HOP JELLY! And ignored me. Got kinda scared la. But nvm! hahaha....anyway....have accounts tuition at 5 afterwards. SO LAZY TO GO!

Anyway....sadly...ken still won't open up to me. He won't tell me her name!!! But i have a list of girls. SHHHH!!! ahahahah...i guess its weird...the gayness of ken depleting so fast. Feel so weird and funny when he talks about her and all....anyway...i'm glad he found someone....HOPEFULLY he will tell me soon!

TIll next time,

-- Shen --

Episode 1:The Mystery Girl!

2005-04-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hey! GoGoShenny is back and on the quest to find out the identity of Ken's mystery girl. Still no luck. >.<>.<>

Forgive me for my strange imagination. It was, after all, ken who gave me this identity of mine. Quite creative though. Anyway...Love....Love...love is a strange thing. Love makes you feel crazy. Love makes u tingle inside. Just the thought of that one significant other makes u wanna do the impossible. The sound of her voice....paralyzes you. You feel weaker but stronger at the same time. Sometimes love makes you do crazy things.

In 1 Corinthians 13:4, it states that Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Friends, love one another...be it a girlfriend/boyfriend, a friend, wife, husband, enemy, neighbour. Love one another. But it always begins with your love for God. Love God before anyone else. Love led me to her.

I guess that is all for now. Till next time. Adios.

Signing off for now,

-- Shen --

Love is priceless.

The Adventures of GoGoShenny & His Magical Wonderpuffs

2005-04-03T13:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh....its been awhile since I had my last adventure. The Wonderpuffs got a job at Quiky-Mart. Sigh....

What the hell am I sayin??!

Shen here...bored as hell...listening to Michael Buble. Soothing. My first attempt at blogging.
Anyway....what can I say....love is in the air! Never has it felt so good! Feeling Good! Thats the name of the song I'm listening to now.

Today was a rather dull day. Woke up. Went to church. Came home. Talked on the phone. Watched Elektra. Talked on the phone. Ate!

So I'm sitting here....having nothing to tell any of you about. So...tune in for the next episode of "The Adventures of GoGoShenny & His Magical Wonderpuffs".

GoGoShenny
Ciaozers!

-- Shen =P